Monday, April 09, 2007
OMG i feel so retarded lately!
i've not been feeling happy NOT ONE BIT!
this morning
JUST this morning!
my gosh i took out my EZ-link card like ii always do..and wth!
it went missing!
i've been doing it for like the past 2 YEARS and nothing happened!
omg
WHY today! WHY!
and it was in the morning when i was leaving the house!
GEEZZ!
omgg i feel so annoyed and pissed!
i've got no mood to do anything at all NO MOOD!
i feel useless that i can't find my EZ-link card!
i feel annoyed because theres 2,4km run tmr! and i'm so going to die!
but HAH i guess nobody knows huh..
Sometimes i wish that well i wasn't born into this world
never born into this world..so that i wouldn't have to suffer the way i am now
so that i wouldn't have to feel any emotions
so that i wouldn't have to think of anything at all!
sometimes i just wish i could just vanish
VANISH into thin air where i'll jsut disappear from this world and no one would be missing me
all memories of me would be gone
all memories that i shared will be gone
VANISH!
pondered at 3:39 AM
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